So tinderfella Phil hasn't responded to my last text. It's been like 22 hours. I posed a question in it too, so not responding wasnt optional, but intentional.
I'm hurt. I'm trying not to care, but what the hell! If you like someone, you respond. that's not over analyzing, is it? If someone likes you, they respond! If they don't like you, they may forget or intentionally ignore you. Either way, on your end, the end result is the same: no response.
So I hate him. And I'm checking my phone pretty often to see if he's going to goddamn reply. And i hate that im doing that more than I hate him!
Last night, I deleted our conversation off my phone, and I deleted his number. I do that when I worry that I may like a guy more than he likes me. If they never reply, their number is forever gone. If they do, I just add them back as a contact.
Anyway, this is all very lovely. I feel used. Lovely, just freakin lovely.
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